Hello friends – I’m back! It has been such a long time since I’ve written and I have missed the connection. I was almost ready to archive my blog but recent events have given me the jolt of energy I needed to resume my daily writing.
What have I been doing? Well, here’s a brief summary to catch up you to speed.
Like so many others, I struggled the past few years. The COVID pandemic has been a challenge, particularly the early days. Even though I have been fortunate to avoid sickness and infection so far, it has been difficult to watch the devastation on my disabled peers and their lives.
I finally admitted to my own mental health issues and depression which have been growing, and this caused me to reprioritize certain activities. I am on medicine, but I continue to struggle to find a therapist to help me further heal and recover. I do not want to have to help a clinician unpack their own internalized ableism while they are supposed to be helping me with my past trauma.
Almost a year ago, my family helped my mother transition from this life to eternal rest. She passed away peacefully on the day that would have been my father’s 95th birthday. I am grateful to everyone who sacrificed to allow her to spend her last days at home. Although it was sad to say goodbye for now, it was wonderful to gather with friends and family to celebrate her legacy. Mom was known for her hospitality and kindness to all. The world would be a better place if we accepted each other without judgement, but rather with compassion and love as she did.
I changed jobs in 2022, and then again this past September. While I love advocating for home care for people with disabilities, my strength is not in the realm of care coordination or social work. Medicaid home care remains in crisis but my own mental health issues meant I was burning out as a peer advocate. Fortunately, a position opened up which provided an opportunity for me to return to public health work. I spent just over a year working in a state program focused on building a more accessible and inclusive public health infrastructure and increasing health outcomes for people with disabilities. I enjoyed the challenge, but never felt like it was the place I was meant to be.
Then, an opportunity presented itself and I couldn’t resist taking a chance. Three months ago I became the new Executive Director of the New York State Independent Living Council. The work is challenging, but it feels purposeful. I have a great staff to work with and amazing Council Members who are committed to independent living for people with disabilities. Most days I feel like I’m playing catch up and still trying to figure out what I’m really doing, but at the end of the day I am grateful to have the chance to make system change happen on a larger scale.
I remain involved with Rotary at both the club and district level. I served as District Governor for the greater Capital Region of New York (Rotary District 7190) from July 2022-June 2023. It was an honor to serve and support the clubs in my district as they resumed in-person meetings and events. If you are familiar with my writing here, you are aware of my history with Rotary and my prior travels as a Rotary youth exchange student.
The highlight of this year was a return trip to Australia in May. This time I was able to bring my bestest best friend Stephanie with me and we had an AMAZING adventure. There are many future blog posts to come about that, so please stay tuned. During our trip, we visited my former host families and Rotary hosts, and participated in the Rotary International Convention. We ended our two-week tour with a brief stay in Sydney where we were wined and dined by my best friend from Australia, Ulla.
I’m looking forward to getting back into blogging and sharing my writing. Thank you for taking the time to reconnect. I hope you will come back in 2024 as I get back into DeeScribes!